Post by Gandigan on Jul 18, 2023 2:17:59 GMT -5
Gandigan had not travelled to the great Shrine of Porunga since before leaving Namek. On that day he believed it would be the last time he ever saw Porunga, for even if he should return to Namek it would be without his memories. Yet here he stood, in front of the great Porunga, asking for forgiveness. "Porunga... hear my words. I must apologize for abandoning you, and for abandoning Namek. I... didn't know what else to do. It was a time of weakness."
Gandigan fell down to his knees and stared into the dirt, too afraid to look at Porunga any longer. "I... thought that I could run from my memories. I thought... I thought I could hide from them. That if I simply closed my eyes I could pretend that the things I did never happened. But now I know that those things can never be undone. Even if I pretended they never happened, those people I hurt, and the ones I... I killed. I can't undo what I did to them."
Tears were welling in the eyes of Gandigan. Despite choosing to live with his memories, he hadn't really faced them yet. "I... killed my brothers. Some of them I stole from, others I... I consumed. Their flesh called to me-- no, not to me. They called to the parasite that lived within. It took control of me and I... no, that's a lie. At first it only pushed me. I could have said no but I wasn't strong enough. I gave it to those base desires, and my brothers suffered for it."
If he wanted to clear his conscious, he needed to tell Porunga everything. "I made a deal with Usumidori. I knew that she meant to harm our people, but... she told me she could help me. I just wanted to be free of my curse. Please, Porunga... I'm sorry."
Gandigan fell down to his knees and stared into the dirt, too afraid to look at Porunga any longer. "I... thought that I could run from my memories. I thought... I thought I could hide from them. That if I simply closed my eyes I could pretend that the things I did never happened. But now I know that those things can never be undone. Even if I pretended they never happened, those people I hurt, and the ones I... I killed. I can't undo what I did to them."
Tears were welling in the eyes of Gandigan. Despite choosing to live with his memories, he hadn't really faced them yet. "I... killed my brothers. Some of them I stole from, others I... I consumed. Their flesh called to me-- no, not to me. They called to the parasite that lived within. It took control of me and I... no, that's a lie. At first it only pushed me. I could have said no but I wasn't strong enough. I gave it to those base desires, and my brothers suffered for it."
If he wanted to clear his conscious, he needed to tell Porunga everything. "I made a deal with Usumidori. I knew that she meant to harm our people, but... she told me she could help me. I just wanted to be free of my curse. Please, Porunga... I'm sorry."
PL: 100,000
KP: 6/6 - MP: 0/6 - HP: 000/200 (Wounded)
Resources: Regeneration, Improved Constitution, Vampiric
WC: 314
TWC: 314
KP: 6/6 - MP: 0/6 - HP: 000/200 (Wounded)
Resources: Regeneration, Improved Constitution, Vampiric
WC: 314
TWC: 314