Learned Mistakes - Invite Oct 25, 2021 20:35:52 GMT -5
Post by Rinako on Oct 25, 2021 20:35:52 GMT -5
|"VI: Was I Wrong?"|
We learn from reflecting on the experiences we make.
She had been flying for what felt like ages. Still, it was necessary, after her last explosive incident she just couldn't risk letting it happen again. She had been so close to killing someone, and the thought of such had kept haunting her dreams over these past few nights. What was to stop her from actually doing it the next time? That was why she needed to practice out here, far away from others and hopefully without hurting anyone. That was why these areas were so well known after all right? If the rumors were anything to say about a place after all, then there truthfully was no better place to do so. "I have to keep myself from harming Tiara, Dumpla, and Katsu, so it doesn't matter how many days I put out here, I need to solve this now, before it gets worse.", the fox would speak to herself, it was a habit she truthfully couldn't find herself to break. Especially in lonely places like this, the act let her at least rationalize somethings. Not put a face of fun and games, but let her simply face reality.
Ever since she had came here, the people on this planet had always struck her as strange, with a few of them having sheer astounding levels of ki control, it made her wonder if her life of tutelage with such magic and energy was a waste. She had always viewed such energy as simply a means of power, strength even. Not much more than simply a fine energy that can be manipulated. Others here have started to make her question though, was this really the right way to view it? Finding a spot near the tips of the rocky pillars, she took a seat near it as she watched the setting sun. "Maybe, I just need to try viewing it from a fresh view...from scratch?", Rinako would question herself as she took a deep breath, trying to renegotiate her understanding. She would begin to let it manifest, purposely refraining from using her full strength yet lest she reawaken that beast once more. Her red, fiery ki surrounding her as she attempted this meditation, her inherent anti sensing ability giving the ki a wispy esque tail to it as it faded into the surrounding air, acting almost like a ghost of itself. There was too much leakage, she couldn't explain it quite yet, but she could feel it. Like an exertion of herself was outputting more than was necessary. At this rate, it was unlikely she was going to make too much progress.
Active PL: 12,870
HP: ▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰ 250%
OOC Notes/Items Used:Anti-Sense: Active