Post by Om-Yogu on Mar 10, 2024 17:00:08 GMT -5
Flax's referring to Monster as the boy's other side deeply unnerved him. He didn't want to think of it as a part of him. Well, tough shit. If he were going to start feeding on people like she said, he would have to accept that.
Then, his fellow Konatsian raises a good point. If Monster truly wanted to feed on people, he could do that whenever. "Yeah, I guess so, huh?" Yogu had no control over himself. So why wasn't this thing living inside of him always in control? Maybe it was. Maybe every decision he thinks of as his own is just that monster deciding things for him. Every little act of rebellion, every time he ignored his instinct to flee when a fight too big for him went down, all of it a calculated emotional manipulation by this thing. This was precisely the reason why Yogu avoided thinking about these things. The existential crisis Flax set off is evident on his face. What was he to do about this? Where was the magic answer to all his problems? Why couldn't this ancient beast just consume him already and be done with it?
Flax wanted him to bargain with it. He stared at her, dumbfounded. Surely, this couldn't be as simple as talking it out. He sighs, "Screw it, why not? Couldn't get any worse than it is now." Oh, how wrong he was. Yogu makes a mental note of that plan to go to Konats and seek out the Kashvar. That was the obvious answer to his problem, but something about going to his ancestral home for answers felt... Ominous. He couldn't help but think that if he went there, it would play directly into Monster's hand. Which he felt like he was already doing. It was a lose-lose. And as Flax said, the Kashvar were untrustworthy. If Monster wasn't manipulating him, they would. "Well, hey, if you ever wanna go beatin' up some evil wizards for answers with me, let me know. Until then..."
Yogu sits down crisscrossed, takes a deep breath, and closes his eyes. He wasn't sure how to contact a demon hiding somewhere in your subconscious, but this felt right. A few moments of silence pass, and his face turns beet red. "This is stupid... The hell am I supposed to be doin' here?! How do you approach a conversation like this?!"
"A hello would be a good place to start." Monster's voice echoes from the boy's chest. Yogu's expression becomes tense.
"M'kay. Well, hi, I guess. I'm Om-"
"I know your name, dumbass. Don't try to be formal. It's not a good look for you."
"Listen, dude, I'm just tryin' to find a lil common ground here, alright? Could ya try that? Maybe have this conversation in the privacy of my mind?"
No answer. Yogu sighs. "Alright. So you're possessin' me or whatever, right? Could ya tell me why?"
Monster cackles, "You think I'm doing this voluntarily? Why would I willingly subject myself to you? You have the diet of a rat, you don't bathe, and the hormones running through you, my kais! How you mortals can stomach yourselves is beyond me. No, boy, I am chained to you." Well, that certainly didn't help Yogu's self-image. The boy opens his eyes and looks to Flax as if to say, 'Why have you put me in this conversation?' It was easier than blaming himself. "And before you ask, no, you didn't do this to yourself. That would imply you are important, skilled, lucky, or whatever you want to call it. I have been with you since birth. You've a distant ancestor to thank for that." That was one mystery solved, kind of. It took a while to get there, though. Yogu rolls his eyes. "I saw that, you know." The boy shuts his peepers again.
"Would ya just answer the question I freakin' asked?! WHY. ARE. YOU. DOING. THIS?!"
"Because it's fun. Because I hate you and your kind. I crave fire and blood! I was made to torment and destroy Konatsians. There is no other reason for me to exist. Well, now I suppose I wish to destroy my creators as well. They've forgotten their way, judging by the girl's story. Working with the enemy... It's disgusting. I won't forget. I shall remind them. Violently. I will not crumble and fade into you like that Namekian said I would back in Hell. As for why I torment you specifically..." Going to Konats would be doing exactly what it wants. Again, rocks began to levitate around the boy, his power rising and falling at random. "You don't stand for anything, have any beliefs. You have no will. You're my prison, and I loathe you! Plus, watching you struggle and fail to grasp answers is fun. Your spirit will break in an unrepairable way, and I will laugh. The better question is, why wouldn't I do this?"
Yogu shouts over the building hum of energy, "That's all well and good, man, but why'd you make me fight this chick here?!"
"She's Konatsian, duh. She must die like the rest—the war must go on—and that pathetic facsimile of what the Kashvar accomplished with me won't change that! Quite the contrary, in fact. That, and I need to test my vessel. It must fight and grow into one capable of maintaining my entire being made manifest. Taking over your form matters little if the process annihilates the body. Too bad you can't fight worth a damn."
"That's dumb. You're dumb. Do ya want me broken and weak or tough and capable?! Make up your damn mind!" Monster's presence evaporates, and Yogu falls back to the ground on his ass. They needed a mediator bad. He pops up, rubbing where it would bruise tomorrow, "Fat lotta good that did me... The hell is there to bargain with?! You get anything out of that? 'Cause it sounds to me like he's just a grade-A moron with no real plan other than makin' my life hell. ...Man, I don't wanna go to Konats! No offense." Well, if he didn't want to endure that every day, it was what he had to do. But what would Yogu do if the only people in the whole universe knowledgeable about this stuff get murked by the demon lazing about in him when he shows up?!
Then, his fellow Konatsian raises a good point. If Monster truly wanted to feed on people, he could do that whenever. "Yeah, I guess so, huh?" Yogu had no control over himself. So why wasn't this thing living inside of him always in control? Maybe it was. Maybe every decision he thinks of as his own is just that monster deciding things for him. Every little act of rebellion, every time he ignored his instinct to flee when a fight too big for him went down, all of it a calculated emotional manipulation by this thing. This was precisely the reason why Yogu avoided thinking about these things. The existential crisis Flax set off is evident on his face. What was he to do about this? Where was the magic answer to all his problems? Why couldn't this ancient beast just consume him already and be done with it?
Flax wanted him to bargain with it. He stared at her, dumbfounded. Surely, this couldn't be as simple as talking it out. He sighs, "Screw it, why not? Couldn't get any worse than it is now." Oh, how wrong he was. Yogu makes a mental note of that plan to go to Konats and seek out the Kashvar. That was the obvious answer to his problem, but something about going to his ancestral home for answers felt... Ominous. He couldn't help but think that if he went there, it would play directly into Monster's hand. Which he felt like he was already doing. It was a lose-lose. And as Flax said, the Kashvar were untrustworthy. If Monster wasn't manipulating him, they would. "Well, hey, if you ever wanna go beatin' up some evil wizards for answers with me, let me know. Until then..."
Yogu sits down crisscrossed, takes a deep breath, and closes his eyes. He wasn't sure how to contact a demon hiding somewhere in your subconscious, but this felt right. A few moments of silence pass, and his face turns beet red. "This is stupid... The hell am I supposed to be doin' here?! How do you approach a conversation like this?!"
"A hello would be a good place to start." Monster's voice echoes from the boy's chest. Yogu's expression becomes tense.
"M'kay. Well, hi, I guess. I'm Om-"
"I know your name, dumbass. Don't try to be formal. It's not a good look for you."
"Listen, dude, I'm just tryin' to find a lil common ground here, alright? Could ya try that? Maybe have this conversation in the privacy of my mind?"
No answer. Yogu sighs. "Alright. So you're possessin' me or whatever, right? Could ya tell me why?"
Monster cackles, "You think I'm doing this voluntarily? Why would I willingly subject myself to you? You have the diet of a rat, you don't bathe, and the hormones running through you, my kais! How you mortals can stomach yourselves is beyond me. No, boy, I am chained to you." Well, that certainly didn't help Yogu's self-image. The boy opens his eyes and looks to Flax as if to say, 'Why have you put me in this conversation?' It was easier than blaming himself. "And before you ask, no, you didn't do this to yourself. That would imply you are important, skilled, lucky, or whatever you want to call it. I have been with you since birth. You've a distant ancestor to thank for that." That was one mystery solved, kind of. It took a while to get there, though. Yogu rolls his eyes. "I saw that, you know." The boy shuts his peepers again.
"Would ya just answer the question I freakin' asked?! WHY. ARE. YOU. DOING. THIS?!"
"Because it's fun. Because I hate you and your kind. I crave fire and blood! I was made to torment and destroy Konatsians. There is no other reason for me to exist. Well, now I suppose I wish to destroy my creators as well. They've forgotten their way, judging by the girl's story. Working with the enemy... It's disgusting. I won't forget. I shall remind them. Violently. I will not crumble and fade into you like that Namekian said I would back in Hell. As for why I torment you specifically..." Going to Konats would be doing exactly what it wants. Again, rocks began to levitate around the boy, his power rising and falling at random. "You don't stand for anything, have any beliefs. You have no will. You're my prison, and I loathe you! Plus, watching you struggle and fail to grasp answers is fun. Your spirit will break in an unrepairable way, and I will laugh. The better question is, why wouldn't I do this?"
Yogu shouts over the building hum of energy, "That's all well and good, man, but why'd you make me fight this chick here?!"
"She's Konatsian, duh. She must die like the rest—the war must go on—and that pathetic facsimile of what the Kashvar accomplished with me won't change that! Quite the contrary, in fact. That, and I need to test my vessel. It must fight and grow into one capable of maintaining my entire being made manifest. Taking over your form matters little if the process annihilates the body. Too bad you can't fight worth a damn."
"That's dumb. You're dumb. Do ya want me broken and weak or tough and capable?! Make up your damn mind!" Monster's presence evaporates, and Yogu falls back to the ground on his ass. They needed a mediator bad. He pops up, rubbing where it would bruise tomorrow, "Fat lotta good that did me... The hell is there to bargain with?! You get anything out of that? 'Cause it sounds to me like he's just a grade-A moron with no real plan other than makin' my life hell. ...Man, I don't wanna go to Konats! No offense." Well, if he didn't want to endure that every day, it was what he had to do. But what would Yogu do if the only people in the whole universe knowledgeable about this stuff get murked by the demon lazing about in him when he shows up?!
Meaty post... It too much... Bleh...
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