Post by Ward on May 23, 2022 1:46:14 GMT -5
He didn't immediately respond once more, especially given what he had just said felt like it was more than enough, and his conversation companion had enough to say that staying quiet for now wouldn't leave any awkward silence hanging for long. It was clear by the Demon's body language he was bothered by the things Ward had said, but which ones he couldn't pin point entirely, though there were themes cropping up more and more and each time they surfaced he found himself agreeing with Kamae's views less and less. He hadn't come to find a new friend all the same, so it wasn't as if he was missing out on anything by upsetting this Demon, and he still wasn't clear on everything he had been doing or looked to do in the future, but now he was on Ward's radar. Very few got there for good reason, and all of them were since dead, in surprisingly close proximity to Ward when it happened, but none by his own hand.
"It was just a little over a year ago that I came to this mortal realm, never having done so before. I watched from afar, though my gaze fell on other parts of this universe. I am here, but I don't consider myself part of this realm, and I'm certainly not a rock in the analogy used, I'm more of a tree on the shore watching the water rush by. In some cases I'm more, but it's not often. That is where we most definitely diverge in regards to our paths and likely why our viewpoints differ the same. You see yourself as part of all of this, while I don't. I interact with it, but my life is elsewhere. I'm here to learn, observe, and in some cases experience, but not to acclimate to it."
Even as he spoke the words it took a moment for that truth to take root in his brain to a degree it hadn't in some time. He had definitely gotten caught up in mortal affairs, having various reasons and excuses for doing so, but he was factually not a part of this realm. This was one of few instances where he saw himself above something else, removed from it, as he viewed Otherworld as a world connected by a strong but single thread.
"I am on the side of balance. Nothing more and nothing less. My choices and decisions are the same, nothing more and nothing less. When I make a decision it is based off of that truth, even if others fail to see the bigger picture that comes from them, it guides my hand. I don't expect that truth to be well received or understood, but it's the truth all the same. What you believe is of no concern of mine until you make a decision of your own and act upon it, then I will react in kind."
There was certainly a point now where there was little agreement left to be had, as the pieces on the board of this game they were playing had been plucked away one by one. It had come down to a stalemate of different ideas and ideals and neither were budging and both had opinions of the others that clashed with what each individual likely felt about themselves. This wasn't the start of a blossoming friendship to be sure.
"A part of what you say is true, but what I am doing is keeping a balance that is unnecessarily being disturbed. There are unfortunately times where aggressive balance is necessary to keep the equilibrium stable. If you wish to observe a situation play out naturally, that is hard to do with an outside force feels the need to stick their hand in and stir the pot for the sake of misguided experimentation. Sometimes a firm hand is needed to put things back in their rightful place. For now, I've said my peace, and I'm watching as I do. I'm certain I don't need to repeat myself yet again in regards to this planet. What happens going forward is in your hands."