Post by Rinako on Jan 19, 2022 19:49:14 GMT -5
"XII: Shadows of Hope" "The weight of shadows, feel oddly heavier..." Despite everything that had happened on this planet, she was still holding onto that hope that maybe she could just come to understand it someday. What it was that was…in her, and why that fury still welled up inside of her for what that…arcosian had done to her. There’s been far too many distracting thoughts lately, days where she would lie down inside, not wanting to come out. Then there have been the days where she did go out, like today, only to wear that fox mask of hers to hide herself from the world a bit. Where had she gone wrong in her endeavors, her visit to this planet to try and find more. There was a point she had wondered before even, whether she could potentially call it a second home even. Distractions and noise… It was all so much… Maybe that was why out of all things, she started to space out of her awareness, heading down one of the darker alleys of the city. The splashing as her steps waded through the puddles that filled the poorly drained alleys, signs of the recent rain that had been off and on. The fox would even have a slight glance into reflective surfaces, Rinako couldn’t place it and yet, she knew that She could see this, that She was watching. Rinako couldn’t help but feel her steps quiver a bit as continued down the darker alley, her eyes starting to droop a bit under that mask of hers. In a way…she wondered if she even wanted help…could anyone even help with this kind of thing? Especially…when she barely understood the demon that was a part of her? Her movements would stop as she leaned against the brick wall of one of the buildings...her ears twitching as she heard nearby voices. It made her heart skip a beat admittedly, yet she stood there frozen a bit. Slowly becoming aware that maybe this wasn’t the right place to walk down, she would begin to start quietly make her way backwards, the splashing of puddles far from helping. WC: 347 Active PL: 30,000 HP: ▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰ 250% KP: X/6 MP: X/6 OOC Notes/Items Used: Anti-Sense: Active |