Post by Calot on Nov 18, 2023 2:18:15 GMT -5
As he watched the color begin to falter within the face of the originally constant stream of joy that had ran from Zuqetta's face, that same feeling of undeniable pity that struck him within his first few moments spent with Ayu returned to prick itself deep inside his normally cold, unemotive heart. His eyes finally softening for the very first time in this entire conversation as he took careful note of the reaction the young girl had when matters of family were the topic of inquisition. That reaction by itself was determinate of a damaged individual, and he should know- he was one of those damaged individuals.
Holding his gaze onto her somehow now smaller form for a few moments more in careful consideration, Calot cursed his seemingly thawing heart. Why couldn't he simply be left alone, without the complicated mess that came of more emotional matters? All his life he had been completely content with acting as detached as possible from the outside world to avoid what had plunged him into obscurity in the first place, and yet the first two people to pay him any mind now threatened to make him dare to want something more.
Alas, such was life- no one could ever resist its ever-shifting flow.
Perhaps it was time for Calot to stop fighting it.
And so, somewhat begrudgingly, the young man made his way from the blackboard and back over to Zuqetta. Kneeling down in front of her so that he could at least be nearly eye level with the woman, Calot looked directly into her eyes with a plainly commiserative gaze. Patting gently at her tail that remained carefully coiled around the chair leg, the young man held his line of sight as he spoke, stating with a still frigid, yet somehow simultaneously courteous tone, "While I will not pretend to know the details or intricacies of your familial strain, I will at least attempt to maintain a sense of empathy toward your situation. You need not allow it to hold you down, however, Zuqetta. You mustn't, really- too much relies on your success to allow it to."
"Take the lessons from your pain-tinged past, and forge something better for the future. Power comes in response to a need, not a desire- all you need do is create that need from what you have experienced."
Ironic, considering his own family related trauma caused him to do the very opposite of what he was speaking to do. But perhaps that was what made Calot the most qualified to preach it to the younger girl. In the hopes that she would not repeat what he had done and shut out the world in an immature attempt to cope and cease the ever raging pain that ate at her from within.
Admittedly, considering Zuqetta was here in the first place, this already spoke volumes to her fulfilling such a crucial directive- but one could never truly know the extent of one's pain without hearing of it firsthand. And so he believed even some form of attempt to help her through it may ring true to her.
Or perhaps it wouldn't. Calot didn't care too much of the consequence, only that Zuqetta at least understood she could not allow such a past to determine her future success. And thankfully, it appeared as though she had already done a great deal of the work for herself- with her fiery optimism returning in waves as he questioned the conviction in Zuqetta's claim for furthering herself into something better.
"You have the potential to be better, Zuqetta, you simply need someone to help harness it- and for now, I will act as that someone."
Quickly returning to his feet, a part of him wondered just how amused his brother and father would be in seeing just how charitable the normally colder older brother was now acting toward practically a stranger as he materialized yet more chalk within his right hand. Continuing to write on the board, one could now surmise that it was a web of some kind- a web that Calot would begin to elaborate upon as he said,
"The first step toward establishing an assured foothold within every party involved. You mention close family and friends who may or may not be in support of your political aspirations, yes, but we must stop limiting ourselves to such a diminutive scope and instead cast your figurative net much wider."
"If politics is but a stage, you must be able to grasp the attention of the entire audience, not just a portion of the population. Allies must be won, enemies subdued, and the indifferent swayed. How do you plan on doing this?"
Continuing to write furiously across the board with an impassioned attitude now possessing him, Calot maintained a constant speaking pace, as though he was now a teacher guiding his students toward academic success as he spoke, stating, "Where many prior leaders have failed happens to lie directly in their inability to compromise. I am not saying relinquish any bit of control or your values at the slightest need to people please, no- I am saying that without a proper knowledge of the art of negotiation, you will fail to ever reach a harmonious point between any of the parties you hope to rule over."
"So, the first question is, who are these parties you should aim to gain the favor of? This, unfortunately, is one you must answer yourself. I am still, for the most part, outdated after all."
How irritating it was to not be able to get a certain point perfectly across without proper background information. Perhaps it truly was time for Calot to return to greater society as a whole. And if so, perhaps a trip to the motherland was in the cards for him.
And if that was the case, he wondered- where would he get a ship anyways? Maybe Zuqetta knew someone. That could be saved for afterward though.
For now, Zuqetta still had some pressing questions to answer, and Calot seemingly had a whole lesson plan to enact.
Class was certainly in session.
Holding his gaze onto her somehow now smaller form for a few moments more in careful consideration, Calot cursed his seemingly thawing heart. Why couldn't he simply be left alone, without the complicated mess that came of more emotional matters? All his life he had been completely content with acting as detached as possible from the outside world to avoid what had plunged him into obscurity in the first place, and yet the first two people to pay him any mind now threatened to make him dare to want something more.
Alas, such was life- no one could ever resist its ever-shifting flow.
Perhaps it was time for Calot to stop fighting it.
And so, somewhat begrudgingly, the young man made his way from the blackboard and back over to Zuqetta. Kneeling down in front of her so that he could at least be nearly eye level with the woman, Calot looked directly into her eyes with a plainly commiserative gaze. Patting gently at her tail that remained carefully coiled around the chair leg, the young man held his line of sight as he spoke, stating with a still frigid, yet somehow simultaneously courteous tone, "While I will not pretend to know the details or intricacies of your familial strain, I will at least attempt to maintain a sense of empathy toward your situation. You need not allow it to hold you down, however, Zuqetta. You mustn't, really- too much relies on your success to allow it to."
"Take the lessons from your pain-tinged past, and forge something better for the future. Power comes in response to a need, not a desire- all you need do is create that need from what you have experienced."
Ironic, considering his own family related trauma caused him to do the very opposite of what he was speaking to do. But perhaps that was what made Calot the most qualified to preach it to the younger girl. In the hopes that she would not repeat what he had done and shut out the world in an immature attempt to cope and cease the ever raging pain that ate at her from within.
Admittedly, considering Zuqetta was here in the first place, this already spoke volumes to her fulfilling such a crucial directive- but one could never truly know the extent of one's pain without hearing of it firsthand. And so he believed even some form of attempt to help her through it may ring true to her.
Or perhaps it wouldn't. Calot didn't care too much of the consequence, only that Zuqetta at least understood she could not allow such a past to determine her future success. And thankfully, it appeared as though she had already done a great deal of the work for herself- with her fiery optimism returning in waves as he questioned the conviction in Zuqetta's claim for furthering herself into something better.
"You have the potential to be better, Zuqetta, you simply need someone to help harness it- and for now, I will act as that someone."
Quickly returning to his feet, a part of him wondered just how amused his brother and father would be in seeing just how charitable the normally colder older brother was now acting toward practically a stranger as he materialized yet more chalk within his right hand. Continuing to write on the board, one could now surmise that it was a web of some kind- a web that Calot would begin to elaborate upon as he said,
"The first step toward establishing an assured foothold within every party involved. You mention close family and friends who may or may not be in support of your political aspirations, yes, but we must stop limiting ourselves to such a diminutive scope and instead cast your figurative net much wider."
"If politics is but a stage, you must be able to grasp the attention of the entire audience, not just a portion of the population. Allies must be won, enemies subdued, and the indifferent swayed. How do you plan on doing this?"
Continuing to write furiously across the board with an impassioned attitude now possessing him, Calot maintained a constant speaking pace, as though he was now a teacher guiding his students toward academic success as he spoke, stating, "Where many prior leaders have failed happens to lie directly in their inability to compromise. I am not saying relinquish any bit of control or your values at the slightest need to people please, no- I am saying that without a proper knowledge of the art of negotiation, you will fail to ever reach a harmonious point between any of the parties you hope to rule over."
"So, the first question is, who are these parties you should aim to gain the favor of? This, unfortunately, is one you must answer yourself. I am still, for the most part, outdated after all."
How irritating it was to not be able to get a certain point perfectly across without proper background information. Perhaps it truly was time for Calot to return to greater society as a whole. And if so, perhaps a trip to the motherland was in the cards for him.
And if that was the case, he wondered- where would he get a ship anyways? Maybe Zuqetta knew someone. That could be saved for afterward though.
For now, Zuqetta still had some pressing questions to answer, and Calot seemingly had a whole lesson plan to enact.
Class was certainly in session.
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