Post by Om-Yogu on Jun 26, 2022 15:50:06 GMT -5
Yogu couldn't disagree with what she said about how the public condemns criminals on paper, so he again gives his respectful bartender nod. But he couldn't help but feel that that whole explanation was an excuse. It got real tense when she finished speaking. He could definitely feel the unspoken question in that tension, and he did have an answer for it, but instead, Yogu decides to answer an unspoken question with another question. Except, you know, he actually says it. "Do YOU feel guilty?" He wasn't sure if he was asking about the bike situation, her criminal career, or just in general. He squints his eyes and takes a long sip while he waits to see if he gets a real answer or not.
Seeing her ever so slightly smile creeped Yogu out. It had a real scary, unnatural quality to it. Like the uncanny valley or something. Her words left him scratching his head. She didn't get what he was saying, huh? "You really don't see how what I said and the bike are connected?" He shrugs, giving up and resigning himself to his bottle. Maybe she really can't understand.
It turns out that this whole trip out here wasn't her idea. "Wow. No kiddin'." She goes on for a bit, and it starts to really get on Yogu's nerves quite a bit. He wasn't sure what about it really annoyed him, but now he did. It was that me vs the world shit that got him where he was. "Kais, kid, no one's tellin' you to create a second personality just to have a nice conversation with a bartender. You're goin' on and on about not wantin' to be normal, but I doubt you even know what 'normal' is. That's 'cause normal doesn't exist. You're lookin' at everyone aside from who you're close with like opposition, like brainwashed minions, and not like people just existin'. The hell makes you so much more special than all these 'normal people' you keep talking about? Is it because you can throw ink that hurts people? Does that make 'normal people' unable to get you?" He listens closely to what she has to say about her hobbies. As he's getting up to close out that guy's tab, he leaves her with an answer to her question. "Because you actually enjoy doing it? Winning and having fun aren't interchangeable, kid."
He comes back to her questioning why he did that whole performance. "I didn't have to know anything about it, kid. 'Cause I put in an effort. And that's all most people need to make their day, cheesy as it sounds. Now he'll be back tomorrow, and tip me extra 'cause he remembered I went out of the way to chat with him about somethin' he cared about." He felt like a teacher explaining two-plus-two to a preschooler. Her requesting a grilled cheese didn't help alleviate that feeling. "Yeah, I got ya. Be back in a minute." he turns back around into the kitchen and gets to work on the grilled cheese, determined not to turn it into a fire hazard this time. While cooking, he decides the conversation and the sudden appearance of the lady who beat the crap out of him a few days ago was stressful enough to warrant a smoke. So he reaches back behind into the space behind the knife drawer and the cabinet where he hid his cigarettes. He'd picked smoking back up ever since he bummed that one off of her.
He comes back a minute later with a grilled cheese on a plate and a cig in his mouth. "Here ya go." He slides the new plate over and takes the old one, walking back into the kitchen and tossing it haphazardly in the sink. He sits back down, resting his chin on the bar while he smokes and looks out the window in passive boredom. His eyes drift to the clock. Four more hours left in the shift.
Seeing her ever so slightly smile creeped Yogu out. It had a real scary, unnatural quality to it. Like the uncanny valley or something. Her words left him scratching his head. She didn't get what he was saying, huh? "You really don't see how what I said and the bike are connected?" He shrugs, giving up and resigning himself to his bottle. Maybe she really can't understand.
It turns out that this whole trip out here wasn't her idea. "Wow. No kiddin'." She goes on for a bit, and it starts to really get on Yogu's nerves quite a bit. He wasn't sure what about it really annoyed him, but now he did. It was that me vs the world shit that got him where he was. "Kais, kid, no one's tellin' you to create a second personality just to have a nice conversation with a bartender. You're goin' on and on about not wantin' to be normal, but I doubt you even know what 'normal' is. That's 'cause normal doesn't exist. You're lookin' at everyone aside from who you're close with like opposition, like brainwashed minions, and not like people just existin'. The hell makes you so much more special than all these 'normal people' you keep talking about? Is it because you can throw ink that hurts people? Does that make 'normal people' unable to get you?" He listens closely to what she has to say about her hobbies. As he's getting up to close out that guy's tab, he leaves her with an answer to her question. "Because you actually enjoy doing it? Winning and having fun aren't interchangeable, kid."
He comes back to her questioning why he did that whole performance. "I didn't have to know anything about it, kid. 'Cause I put in an effort. And that's all most people need to make their day, cheesy as it sounds. Now he'll be back tomorrow, and tip me extra 'cause he remembered I went out of the way to chat with him about somethin' he cared about." He felt like a teacher explaining two-plus-two to a preschooler. Her requesting a grilled cheese didn't help alleviate that feeling. "Yeah, I got ya. Be back in a minute." he turns back around into the kitchen and gets to work on the grilled cheese, determined not to turn it into a fire hazard this time. While cooking, he decides the conversation and the sudden appearance of the lady who beat the crap out of him a few days ago was stressful enough to warrant a smoke. So he reaches back behind into the space behind the knife drawer and the cabinet where he hid his cigarettes. He'd picked smoking back up ever since he bummed that one off of her.
He comes back a minute later with a grilled cheese on a plate and a cig in his mouth. "Here ya go." He slides the new plate over and takes the old one, walking back into the kitchen and tossing it haphazardly in the sink. He sits back down, resting his chin on the bar while he smokes and looks out the window in passive boredom. His eyes drift to the clock. Four more hours left in the shift.
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