Post by Zuqetta on May 30, 2021 1:17:57 GMT -5
Once more Rensou had lashed out; it was honestly difficult for Zuqetta to work out why he felt so strongly against such a thing as even an attempt at peace. He made obvious statements, yet to her they seemed to be statements of ignorance. He responded so differently to her ideals than he had done in the cave; and simply as a person, seemed so different than he was back on Plant. He would leave, clearly fed up with the conversation; and Zuqetta had no intention of stopping him. If her words hadn't reached him by now, then he was simply the embodiment of his own words; her would not be swayed, as sad as that was.
"No! He's not broken!!" Zuqetta would chime in with a pout as Azoth joked, "But... he was nicer..." She would say with a melancholy sigh; pulling her legs in tightly and hugging them as she laid her head down into her knees, hiding her face with her hair.
"I don't get it... it's obvious that what he said isn't wrong; if, as a species, they wanted peace... they'd have it by now..." Zuqetta began, "It's not wrong, but... why cling so strongly to that? Even if it's indisputable fact... in fact, BECAUSE it's indisputable fact... shouldn't someone WANT to deny it? Break free from this fact and work towards a new peace? No matter how difficult that peace is to obtain???" Zuqetta questioned, her voice breaking slightly as she neared the end of her explanation.
It was clear that she was hurt by Rensou's responses and actions; though she knew she had his support to gain the crown, it was clear now that she didn't have his support and striving towards peace... at least, not the peace she wanted...
"I never believed even for a second that things would work out instantly." Zuqetta began, "I hoped... I hoped so hard, but I knew better... and you, and Vennel... and even Faustus; you all helped me stay firmly planted in reality. So much so, that I knew that the peace I wanted might not even happen in my lifetime..." She said solemnly, "At times... that hurt to think about, but I accepted this fact. I accepted it, because I don't simply want peace for myself... but for everyone. The old who refusing it, the young who don't understand it, and those who've yet to even be born; those without a choice in the matter, forced to live painful lives of constant war and anguish... I know there's something better... but it feels like... they don't even want it..."
Zuqetta would fall silent, keeping her face planted in her knees; taking a deep breath as her mind festered on not only Rensou, but the negative actions of all those she had dealt with up till this point. The radio that had continuously played on loop would finally stop; adding further impact to Zuqetta's own personal silence.
"No! He's not broken!!" Zuqetta would chime in with a pout as Azoth joked, "But... he was nicer..." She would say with a melancholy sigh; pulling her legs in tightly and hugging them as she laid her head down into her knees, hiding her face with her hair.
"I don't get it... it's obvious that what he said isn't wrong; if, as a species, they wanted peace... they'd have it by now..." Zuqetta began, "It's not wrong, but... why cling so strongly to that? Even if it's indisputable fact... in fact, BECAUSE it's indisputable fact... shouldn't someone WANT to deny it? Break free from this fact and work towards a new peace? No matter how difficult that peace is to obtain???" Zuqetta questioned, her voice breaking slightly as she neared the end of her explanation.
It was clear that she was hurt by Rensou's responses and actions; though she knew she had his support to gain the crown, it was clear now that she didn't have his support and striving towards peace... at least, not the peace she wanted...
"I never believed even for a second that things would work out instantly." Zuqetta began, "I hoped... I hoped so hard, but I knew better... and you, and Vennel... and even Faustus; you all helped me stay firmly planted in reality. So much so, that I knew that the peace I wanted might not even happen in my lifetime..." She said solemnly, "At times... that hurt to think about, but I accepted this fact. I accepted it, because I don't simply want peace for myself... but for everyone. The old who refusing it, the young who don't understand it, and those who've yet to even be born; those without a choice in the matter, forced to live painful lives of constant war and anguish... I know there's something better... but it feels like... they don't even want it..."
Zuqetta would fall silent, keeping her face planted in her knees; taking a deep breath as her mind festered on not only Rensou, but the negative actions of all those she had dealt with up till this point. The radio that had continuously played on loop would finally stop; adding further impact to Zuqetta's own personal silence.
PL: 45,000(Suppressed to 5,000)
KP: 6/6
MP: 0/6
DMG: 0% / 270%
Status: Normal
Items: None
KP: 6/6
MP: 0/6
DMG: 0% / 270%
Status: Normal
Items: None
Post - 6 |
WC - 498 |
TWC - 3,898 |